Today I was told about  my first semester schedule and boom! I didn't like it :(  This is what I hate in my college years. I got to set aside my ministry and my church life just to give way to my studies. Why does it always have to be contradicting. Of course I like to study but also I like to serve God :|. I will be in a meanwhile out of my ministry I will surely miss  sound mixing!! :) But there is still hope! Lord you can do all thing, change all things will you change our schedule please :| I know I'm being selfish with my wish  but I want to goto church on Sundays! Hmmm... but If that is Your will I have nothing to complain. I'll change my prayer then :) Lord please help me to accept that your will is not always what I want that Your thoughts is higher than my thoughts. Argghhh I know I know its gonna be tougher this time! I need to focus! Lord God just remind me if I'm doing according to your ways. Thank you Jesus! It's a good thing that I have this secret site :D no one can read my blog except my cellgroupmates and You. Above all Guard my heart :D